Mar 5, 2010

funny the way it is

- words of Dave Matthews.

Ya know, in my last post I mentioned how I'm working to grow beyond my sudden struggles with bitterness and it's funny how God presents you moments when you really have to decide whether you're going to be bitter or whether you're going to let it go. I just, wow. unexpected, unthinkable, illogical moments that seem so insignificant, but after the initial shock you stop and think of all the terrible things that you associate with that person or place, and it hits you. "Here is my moment to really move on"... All the complaints and the hurt and the grudges just fade as you open yourself back up despite the fear nipping at your insides.

Maybe for some of you it's a family member that completely mistreated you as a kid, or an ex-boyfriend, or a rival in the workplace... who knows. But I know what gets me, and I know what I need to learn to let go of, and God is clearly working on it for me, so with His help I'm sure to overcome this.

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